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Friday, August 20, 2010
:( iie really dowan! iie already try my best to avoid this type of things ler lorhx.why still liddat??why din iie juz be obedient and listen to wad others said.if iie hab heed their advice iie wun hab fallen into this 'trap'.in a state which no one can and wans to help me.pull me out of this.why do euu guys see me struggling.almost drowning in dhe deep waters and not wanting to save me??:(( why?why can euu guys be selfish to that state.iie Noe it's not ur fault that all this is happening.euu both also din noe bout it much.silent cries at night.iie feel helpless!all iie can do is to blame myself for it.for everything.and wad can iie do now?pray that history would not repeat itself.iie dowan dhe same thing to happen again.first thing was iie din even hab a choice.if iie get a choice this tym.iie wun allow myself to follow dhe past footsteps again.as if wad happened previously was not enuf.it's a torture to be hated by so many ppl.worst of it all was that iie din even do a single thing.>.<.iie totally broke down when ppl walked passed me and said:'hey.euu juz be it for a week and euu were sacked?'.iie was lyk.iie felt so.yuan wang.iie wanted to juz say out euu Noe.juz spill everything out.why muz iie torture myself.bottle everything up.actually iie knew that even if iie tried to correct wad ppl said.iir cannot change wad they actually really feel inside.it would also make no difference in dhe end.
iie can't tell anyone.it's either they wouldn't understand wad position iie am in,they cannot be bothered,or they would juz think that iie am lying:((
ie swear!!iie am not!:( but there's no way to prove my innocence. iie also cannotbhelp it but hab negative feelings bout it.
iie juz hope that there will be someone out there willing to hear and believe me.
My World at 9:28 AM


Cassandra Lim

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